you can (not) advance

                                              i have one word to describe this movie.Mindrape.

                                   i dont care if its two.find me a better suited word for this masterpiece.

                     i didnt waste my  1 hour 45 minutes for nothing.emotional roller coaster,pure spine chills

Neon Genesis Evangelion/Evangelion 2.0

You Can (Not) Advance

i knows,its already kinda too late.but i just downloaded the movie this morning.

found the DVD yesterday,in Jusco Taman U.but since i was short on budget,lupakan je niat nak beli.

what was i doing in JTU anyway?Nazry had to send me there every time we'd have our meetings.

since there are no other taxi stand within the residential area~

so i thought it wouldn't be much of a harm to take a stroll around the area before heading to cs

jauh jugak aku jalan...walaupun puasa,bukan selalu dpt merayau sorang2 macam ni.sememangnya best

aku jumpa satu kedai,supply barang2 graphic.all the tools you need,they were right in front of me.

meh,grabbed a few microns,artlines and copics for work & personal use~

ended up spending about RM30 on those things

then i went to Jusco,and found this in Music Valley

 not the movie ticket,(dang why not in JB) 

i meant the DVD.memang teruja tak terhingga la.jiwa otaku dah menggeliga.dah lama aku carik movie ni

i am an avid fan of Evangelion,the series,manga,remakes,artbooks & semua yg related dngan NGE

the first Evangelion movie 1.0 (watched on Art Central,3 years ago)almost made me cry ._.

after that aku habiskan 2 minggu ulang balik baca manga dia dari awal smpai latest.teruja punya pasal.

so this morning,lepas sahur,solat,aku turn on pc aku,pergi website brpatutan,download.

celcom broadband baik dngan aku lately,even limit da exceed pn tetap laju 

dengan dl speed about 400-500 kb/s (with the help of flashget of course)

aku dl 5 part,100+MB each

a few minutes later,i was enjoying the show,i mean enjoying,enjoying

1080p man.awesomeness.

every second is worth watching

im not gonna make a review of this movie,but i can say that im truly satisfied with the animation

despite the major change of storyline,every occurrence seems to cover each other up

it didnt felt out of place,at all.it was epic

*shiver*

good job Gainax.you're lucky im not much of a movie critic

finally,oh come on,wtf.wtf is with the bg song.

it makes me wanna cry.very matching dgn this scene.sedih.

-Tsubasa wo kudasai by Toyosaki Aki,Hikasa Youko,Satou Satomi & Kotobuki Minako-

evangelion is one of the few animes that can actually make me cry

gwa kalau da mnghayati movie mmg masalah sket.nyahahaha

5 stars

The Charade

I do believe...
You were strong in forming violence
We were strong performing silence...
I do believe...
You were strong in forming violence
We were strong performing silence...

We are deceived,by all the toys of our convenience,
Opening our hearts to the brilliance
We are deceived,by all the toys of our convenience,
Opening our hearts to the brilliance

Love is strong, hearing as loud as gunfire away,
Never wrong, constantly dreaming of another way.

If love is wrong, go ahead and end the world with your charades.
Never wrong, constantly dreaming of another way.

I do believe...
You were strong in forming violence
We were strong performing silence...
I do believe...
You were strong in forming violence
We were strong performing silence...

We are deceived,by all the toys of our convenience,
Opening our hearts to the brilliance
We are deceived,by all the toys of our convenience,
Opening our hearts to the brilliance

Love is strong, hearing as loud as gunfire away,
Never wrong, constantly dreaming of another way

If love is wrong, go ahead and end the world with your charades.
Never wrong,
Constantly dreaming of another,
Another day day day day day day day day day

Find me a red bag
One without a tag.
Hope that you are near
Valliantly appear
Find me a red... bag...


Love is strong, hearing as loud as gunfire away,
Never wrong, constantly dreaming of another way.

If love is wrong
Go ahead and end the world with it's charades
Never wrong
Constantly dreaming of another
Another day day day day day day day day day

Find me a red bag
One without a tag
Hope that you are near
Valliantly appear
Find me a red... bag...

this caffeine makes me feel like im on this song

alteration of song title again...huh.u guessed it.soad
naah,caffeine wont do that much to me.just to keep me awake;the only reason why i'd drink one
well...its really effective.to me,at least.but im trying to limit my caffeine intake,
and completely relying on my self-proclaimed nocturnal side nyahaha~


sheet eh,wtf is that.im just a normal guy who likes to push myself,working under certain pressure.


okay,another false fact.im a quite relaxed guy actually.
i find peace and tranquility when working in night time;the silence you wont get in broad daylight
plus,i can enjoy my songs fully without worrying about others calling,
but you should be expecting vivid whispers from a source unknown.thats the fun part.
dont forget your delusional mind that kept you staring at the ceiling for expectable occurrence .
oh,oh and your early morning red eyes :)


right,who give a damn..
when i think of it,im no better than Dmitri,evoking an internal cold war for a falsely accused statements
i hate that minor fraction of my head


where was i,oh right.caffeine.seriously im getting sick of it.
are there any other methods to keep me awake at night?
i kinda miss tea.i mean,TEA,tea.
no,not teh tarik.im having that every day.
yes,i used to enjoy tea as much as everything else,but it was back then
when i was so carefree~~
tea makes me high,esp green tea.and some other English tea my sis bought for herself,
but always end up with some sachet in my mug.


one sip makes me high,makes me hide makes me really wanna think and stoop~-
stop your eyes from flowing~~soad


sheet.dah kelaut da gwa.this is what happen ble im high on calcium.ya?




right...supposedly i have to write an essay on 'an incident i could never forget'
hehe.my head went blank.cant think of anything.
when was the last time ive had any.
wait,are there any?
lets just go through this...


incident- An occurrence or event that interrupts normal procedure






sleeping in the evening=normal
sleeping at night=incident




i see...

Disowned Inc

last month aku ade pgi camp,dan ye,ada post.tpi smpai skang ade lg dlm draft
tak siap2


malas *yawn*
aku akn siapkn jgak,someday,who knows when


oh,the post title?its a name of a song.a song by Serj Tankian.its a great song imo
lately ive been massively downloading System of a Down & Serj Tankian albums


actually,i wasnt really into them till last month,a friend of mine recommended a Serj song,
and lets say,i fell in love instantly
not with serj,i mean yeah i like him,who doesnt?SERJ TANKIAN IS AWESOME
but i mean,i fell in love with his songs =_=  and his armenian accent lol
enough with the fcked up assumptions already


then i discovered that he was a front man in a progressive metal band,System of a Down
which i once took liking,but never bothered to check up
i remembered the first song i heard from them was BYOB,
when a friend kept reminding me of how ridiculous that song sounds.
but honestly,its rather a meaningful song.the MV gave me a boner nyahahaha~


after the band's inevitable hiatus,Serj went solo
i personally think that Serj is better on his own,every speech he spurt out sounds epic.
in a point that i cant even explain, myself
but i would love to see system perform together again


but hey,i made a progress,guess im really into these kind of songs~
theres always room for new fans~~

with vigor in our hearts and one goal in sight

hi,blank space.my blank space
havent got the will to write lately
even now,it feels like my vocab is very limited.
so dont expect any of my typical,roundabout sarcasm in this post.
oh well,here i am filling the blank


alhamdulillah,i was accepted as assistant.so yeah,ive to get back to manual from now on.
my job is simple,ranging from speed lines,focus lines to sound effects and final refining
im so used to digital art that i had trouble drawing focus lines with a pen that day.
they decided to take two people as assistant,me and another guy known as Musa.
he was in charge in background works,considering the fact that he took Lukisan Kejuruteraan.
so you see,the difference between us is absolute, incomparable.
you can say im pretty confident with the upcoming quality of this work,with him in the line
as for me,i'll work hard.really hope i'll do well.
and i've already got myself some spoilers~hehe


oh,and congrats to my sister.who got through the interview for the university of Otago,NZ
good luck,and hey,thank you for the smile on mom's face.she's really proud of you :)


here i am wishing that i could greet her normally,casually.like how it should be


this month,im gonna finish up what i left off,im open for any technical request.
i'll try to help out with anything :)
salam Ramadhan to all muslim !

one small step for the artist,a giant leap for myself

                                                           it all started with an offer

Nazry,a writer,and a brother. 

a brother of my friggin talented ex classmate

who had published a few works,at such age.

offered a place in a local comic industry

being an assistant,

meaning you'll be doing the inking,toning,refining,touch up & etc for a comic

yes it was open to everyone of course

meh?yep i saw that.but lol'ed to myself

thus ignoring the said status

come on,i thought.no way.

no way i'd ever make it that far.

i didnt even clicked 'like' on that status

hahah

there are others,far more talented than me

ok,maybe my lack of self confident was too much

deep in my heart,i did wished for it.

back to web surfing,noob gaming

a few mins later,this appeared on my wall

along with the 'likes' of those who supported his,and supposedly my soon-to-be effort

honestly,my words of  thanks wont be enough

thank you,guys

i almost ignored the big picture here.i didnt believe it at first.

it was just a simple question

it may seems like im exaggerating things here,but

i really thought i was at no place for that position

well,i accepted it.i was smiling alone in my room for a few moments

"what did he sees in me,y only my wall?"

the thought that ponders in my mind

followed with self-replies

"coz ur near"

xD

no la

here,id like to say thank you for those who supported me,n bro Nazry for giving me the chance.

eventhough there are possibilities that i might not pass your expectation

or maybe,i wont be chosen

tomorrow,8th august 10,i'll head to their house

for evaluation purpose,thats what they say.

there are other candidates beb~

im bringing a friend along...

um,to ease the awkwardness i guess

at least i'd feel much better

well,wish me luck :)

i did it for experience