worthless thoughts and opinions that doesn't worth your attention

worthless thoughts and opinions that doesn't worth your attention

before u start flaming me for who i am,im gonna set the fact straight.im a 15 years old kid who see the world through my 2 eyes.i am,however,a single person with my own point of view.i can't be everyone,no i can't.my speech doesn't represent those other than me.my words are merely conveyed from my own perspective,all from my fcked up little mind ;- doesn't require others to agree with my statement.and yes,i know.arguable,but not worth your damn attention.


i can't be everyone,because im always wrong in every ways.

a distortion to yours,a symphony to mine


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Monday, September 20, 2010

imperfect harmonies

don't compare it to SOAD. It won't compare. Matched with
Serj's first album, the differences in style and lyrical content are
staggering. But that doesn't make it any less good. Each song is
gripping; Serj's vocals soaring above the instrumentals, sticking in
our minds. The messages contained in each song are incredibly
deep, and meaningful.
For Serj to make an album like this, for it to sound completely
different to his natural area, and for it to be good, is a great
achievement.
Unlike Linkin Park's latest album,(my bro's current earworm) which tries a similar approach,
Serj surpasses them by miles. His new sound is relaxed, and
won't alienate fans should they look at it with an open mind.






Serj, I applaud you.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

i seek forgiveness.aku minta maaf

ada member yang aku layan macam kuli
ada member yg rumah dia dah aku anggap macam rumah sndiri
ada member yang jadi jam
tangan aku
Ada yang jadi jadual exam aku
Tak kurang jugak yang jadi pembekal alat tulis aku
Ada member yang pendirian,pendapat diorang ditolak oleh aku,sebab pentingkan self righteousness aku
Ada member yang rasa mcm cakap dengan dinding bila berbual dngan aku
Ada yang aku selalu buat tertunggu2
bila ada member perlukan pertolongan aku,aku berdalih,macam2 alasan keluar.
Bila aku diberi amanah,aku buat half- heartedly.tak pernah nk bersungguh2.
ada yang sudi ajak aku berbual,tapi apa aku Buat?cari alasan untuk lari dari conversation.atas alasan social/communication skill aku teruk.

Bila aku gagal dalam sesuatu,aku salahkan kelemahan aku,kadang2 persekitaran aku
Termasuklah member2 aku
Ada yang kecik hati,sakit hati,meluat dengan perangai aku
Apa yang aku cuba buktikan?
Aku cuma nk cakap,sedar/tak sedar aku banyak buat silap dengan orang di sekitar aku.
Ada je hidup orang yang aku susahkan
dalam kesempatan ni,aku nak mohon maaf dkat semua kawan2 aku,member sekelas aku....dan semua orang yang pernah aku sakiti,aku annoyed,aku kecewakan & yang rasa macam dihiraukan oleh aku.aku tak pernah berniat nak sakitkan hati sesiapa.
Aku mintak maaf bebanyak


To my internet friends,I seek forgiveness from all of you.I am sorry if my application of sarcasms/inappropriate choice of words in our usual conversation/posts had offended you .I am sorry if I ever made your life worse with my lame approaches,most of all,i am sorry for ignoring you.I'm trying my best to start where I left off.thank you for being my friend ,thank you for the help.

I wish you a joyful eid mubarak.
Slamat hari raya,maaf zahir & batin

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Temporal shift

heh.i can't go online.
till when,i wonder.yeah,i'll wait for someone who's generous enough to provide wifi in this area,as if that's gonna happen.

Connections are unavailable.the very same thing I got everytime I try to hook up the internoob.thanks,i assume your series of generosity is making its toll now.
Now that I got myself a new medium with better interface,frequent blog posts are to be expected.

That depends.
Jya
the last day of ramadhan eh.im gonna miss waking up for sahur.actually there are so much to be missed.
Mat salai burger for instance.monday-friday,3pm-10.gonna miss my regular chocolate milk shake~see you in a year.

Berbuka puasa with family,undeniable.its a rare occasion for the five of us to sit on the same mat,let alone having feast together.
Me with my pc,my Bro on the sofa.masing2 dengan dunia sendiri.so there..

Setan-free month.that is for sure to be missed.the only time of the year that I find myself at ease.everything seems peaceful,even a death growl sounds soothing

Most of all,waking up for sahur.you know,i love that one hour sleep before goin to school.everytime.Yes I tend to eat sahur as late as possible,but always managed keep the one hour for a series of bad dreams.

It all seems too fast.