Dont look at me like that....

so in a few more hours i'll be getting my PMR results...
n today's also my bday :) happy bday Mr Zainul Hakim~

December 24th
4:08AM

meh,still not sleepy.had trouble sleeping lately...n thanks to nescafe 3 in 1,imma nocturnal being.

....

actually,im scared of getting the results...
no,thats wrong.im scared of what will people thnk of me after knowing my results.

human minds are scary,u knw...

so lets say i...didnt do well...i'll accept it.
then i'll have to deal with the outside world...
people will start asking...

"Berapa A??"

nak x nak kena gak jawab...
hw am i supposed to face it...
kwn2 mak aq mesti tnye...beli kuih tnye...sedara mara aq tnye...kwn2 aq tnye..

akak aq tnye....
ye,pelajar cemerlang PMR peringkat kebangsaan 2006 tnye...
u knw hw it feels like rite...


aq trlebih pentingkn pandangan org...


i still remember their faces,looking at me.
that day,i failed my math test for the 1st time.n they're looking at me lyk shit...the whole class.clearly disgusted.even worse,someone tried to help;by saying that i was the 1st person who failed in that class.thanks,it helped,a lot...
i sure as hell hate it...so damn much...


so i said to myself,i'll change...


i dnt need ur effin view.


dont look at me like that


demo ne~~
ape2 pun result aq hari ni...aq terima dengan hati yg terbuka ^^
PMR bukan penentu segalanya...
its nothing but a bump on a road called LIFE...



Good luck :)





My life isnt entirely black n white :)

Pikom Pikom....kum kum seram ek...kjadah...bace la...

12/12/2009....
Pikom PC fair...actually nthng special...tiap2 tahun prgi...since last year...good thing tak la jauh mne....Persada ICC...Fact;its the only place where i cn spend my hardly earned money(another fact,i work 4 money.i dnt get it free,no.like "oooh mak, nak RM1000,nak beli brg komputer"...no.barang2 aq,kemahuan aq,aq beli sendiri) ...yep,nthn special.just the fact that i'm going with my former classmates (he planned it bout...idk like 2 weeks earlier than the actual date)

so i thought,it would be fun :) comparing prices together...ranting over cheap prices...getting separated frm each other XD got lost...etc...im so in.
he even made it as an event on fb...we're totally looking forward to it by that time...in the end,about 11 person has confirmed to attend.

haha

know what,smpai demam aq...haha...
but nothing,NOTHING can stop me from going :)

so,on that long awaited day,amin kept calling me...he even called me;while im in da bathroom =_= guess he's more excited than i am...naah i doubt that.he already went there on the first day of the event.

"Pais cepat la"
over n over again...

he was on the way to PM with Wan.only two of them.there was a change of plan.Luq,Arep n his bro went early,bout 9PM.n the rest was nowhere to be found.nope,they didnt show up.
so we took a bus,at about 11.40PM.thanks to me,they're late.hey dnt blame me,blame my hair :P
n there we are,3 of us,sitting on the back seat of a Causeway Link.
Hey
Whatever happened with "we're going together"?"the more the merrier"? and "our perfect PCfair heist plan"...like it was even real...

nvm la...

luq called me on the way,just 2 inform us that they're in Landmark IT mall.
"kitorang da pening la kat dalam tu"
was his saying...i can pretty much relate to it.its effin crowded,everybody know it would be.

we met there in Landmark,window shopping for a while.wow.im in heaven...haha...i simply love that place *o* (u already knw why)
n i saw a GENIUS graphic tablet;my sole intention of going in the first place.yep,i've been saving up to get myself a graphic tablet :) .im taking my drawing skills to the next level ; Digital graphic :) (that includes drawing manga) ooh i effin need 1 of those....my work would be easier...
but naah,then we went to the event site,Persada ICC.

wait,waait.i forgot something.

yaa.arep tetiba muntah tengah jalan...pening sgt kot dlm tu @.@
haha

luq,arep n his bro went back early.after all they went through in there...well...

anyway,3 of us head to the event site.as expected,ramai gle orang...(read:beware of pickpockets,molesters and hobos)
me n wan were looking fr a mouse.since mine was already cam bengong nak mampus.soo after moments of comparing,n my...uh,picky nature which probably annoyed Amin the most,we finally bought a sensonic 3D optical mouse for RM13.not bad ^^

o.o
its that thing again
as we walk (tawaf,to be precise),i stumbled across a promoter,who's desperately trying to distribute flyers...me,not trying to be rude,took one.
ohhhh
GENIUS graphic tablet RM199.
another 1,RM99.but seems relatively smaller.
so i asked the amoi,that i'd like to 'see' how 'small' was it... (!)



Amoi:ya ini graphic tablet made in Taiwan.Baru punya.

*Taiwan?i frowned in disbelief =_=*

Me:tuu yang RM99 pnye besar mana?boleh tengok tak? (astagha)
Amoi:ohh ini kecil aja...u mau guna untuk apa?
Me:(tgh fikir aq nk jawab ape) uhh...photoshop-ing
Amoi:oh.I recommend u ambil yg RM199 punya...lagi besar...

*1st,it depends on the usage.and the user himself.2nd,watpe ko jual yg kecik nyer kalo ko nk org beli yg besar je*

Me: ...
Amoi:I bagi u test power (!) nah,try. (die bagi test kt pc wth windows 7)
Me: (1st time gne tablet) sedap gak ek...
Wan:ko nk wat homework math ngan ni eh?

*kpale hangguk ko*

Amoi:Dengan Windows 7 Delay sket,sbab its made for windows vista..
Me: ...oh....thats why... (continue scribbling)..
oi oi,wait.windows XP?
Amoi:(dengan kejamnya)DOES NOT SUPPORT WINDOWS XP


=_="

Me:*smile* nvm....



getting tired of the crowd,we went out.Wan wanted to drop by at Plaza Angsana.Amin succesfully pursuaded me to come along =_=
Solat Zohor,buy some drink n went to Badan bookstore...
they bought somethng,smethng very interesting n useful @.@ i wont tell u what...i want 1 too but...save budget la...
before we head home,there goes Wan and his time-buying attemp...
Wan n Amin wanted to play bowling...sure,go ahead.i just watch :-/
kinda funny watching them play...haha

Finally,FINALLY,we went home.oops,nt me.i went to CC to play dota.


THE END

blogging is like... expressing smethng that's been dwelling in ur mind atm...kinda...wanna knw wats in my mind nw? money...haha..yep.money.i need em....fr what?fr the thng that i care the most...my pc :P been thnking of getting a new motherboard n processor...hey,pentium 4,190mb SDRAM memory.dnt ask how i live my days wth it :) i cnt believe it,we spent more than rm1k on repairing n upgrade cost of ths 10 years old acer desktop pc.but i've never thought bout the central processor unit itself.it remains the same,till now.good old p4 :) shite,while ppl are pwning noobs wth their latest i7,i wont be left behind... :d n well,PIKOM PC FAIR ended last week,i didnt get wht i want (bt my friend got his dream cpu :d lucky hm).n i didnt have a slight of thought of getting a new set of cpu by tht time...aha... it came to my mind a few days ago :P (im a big daydreamer) naah m nt gonna get myself a core i7+ASUS striker extreme...dats my dream build though.i'd take more than a year to own it.haha.mybe an intel Quadcore ...or AMD athlon dual core... +ASUS mid end motherboard...its more thn enough 4 me :P sigh...counting days...

uuuh...hi?

hi people...im new to blogging...i jst realized that i made ths blank account almost...2 months ago...idk why at 1st...mybe blogging jst seems...interesting to me.i dnt mind if i dnt get any views at all...jst thought tht this would be a perfect place fr me to express my feelings (coz i cn only point my opinion through mediums,seriously.im a total different person on the net.if ur my friends,u'll know.i have problem talking face to face.ending up me,being silent.it'll surely gives u awkward atmosphere)...or just random babbling...its like me in my own deep little world.... so i'll try to update my blog...eventually...