Awakening of Greed: Dont look at me like that....

worthless thoughts and opinions that doesn't worth your attention

before u start flaming me for who i am,im gonna set the fact straight.im a 15 years old kid who see the world through my 2 eyes.i am,however,a single person with my own point of view.i can't be everyone,no i can't.my speech doesn't represent those other than me.my words are merely conveyed from my own perspective,all from my fcked up little mind ;- doesn't require others to agree with my statement.and yes,i know.arguable,but not worth your damn attention.

i can't be everyone,because im always wrong in every ways.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Dont look at me like that....

so in a few more hours i'll be getting my PMR results...
n today's also my bday :) happy bday Mr Zainul Hakim~

December 24th
4:08AM

meh,still not sleepy.had trouble sleeping lately...n thanks to nescafe 3 in 1,imma nocturnal being.

....

actually,im scared of getting the results...
no,thats wrong.im scared of what will people thnk of me after knowing my results.

human minds are scary,u knw...

so lets say i...didnt do well...i'll accept it.
then i'll have to deal with the outside world...
people will start asking...

"Berapa A??"

nak x nak kena gak jawab...
hw am i supposed to face it...
kwn2 mak aq mesti tnye...beli kuih tnye...sedara mara aq tnye...kwn2 aq tnye..

akak aq tnye....
ye,pelajar cemerlang PMR peringkat kebangsaan 2006 tnye...
u knw hw it feels like rite...

aq trlebih pentingkn pandangan org...

i still remember their faces,looking at me.
that day,i failed my math test for the 1st time.n they're looking at me lyk shit...the whole class.clearly disgusted.even worse,someone tried to help;by saying that i was the 1st person who failed in that class.thanks,it helped,a lot...
i sure as hell hate it...so damn much...

so i said to myself,i'll change...

i dnt need ur effin view.

dont look at me like that

demo ne~~
ape2 pun result aq hari ni...aq terima dengan hati yg terbuka ^^
PMR bukan penentu segalanya...
its nothing but a bump on a road called LIFE...

Good luck :)