stranded on an island?bring a book with u instead of me.

FAEZ

i was a shut in.
I Had trouble socializing
used to be antisocial...
not really...
i just dont know how to socialize properly...
me me,them them.
I Cant come out with a topic of conversation
cant keep up with a conversation
fixed thought processes
always nervous,rather shy around people.
fears of others thought
Lock myself In my room most of the time...
i look down on myself too much
claimed to have A.D.D.,screw you,someone.
i just had trouble focusing.
do most of the thing spontaneously or by reflex
cant do a single thing as planned
somehow lost the ability to chat...
a total different person online...
sure,go ahead and mock me all u want,offline
i'll get u back when im online.
the only time that i can really state my opinions and thoughts.
something i cant do in offline-realm.....
experiencing reversed sleeping time.
semi insomniac..
my taste of music is unaccepted
if it could calm me down,what's the harm...
fear of spiders
always bring awkwardness to your atmosphere
usually failed at starting a conversation.
a very boring person to be with.
oftenly mistaken as in a bad mood.
wishing to be accepted.
appears bright to only those who befriend me.thank you.
those who dont,its their lost....


thats that.something i could thnk of at the moment...
some downsides of mine...
dont blame me for who i am...




feel free to add what i left out