aku cme nk kte la....hidup kte x boleh expect slalu ade kat atas....
demm anak emas la weh klau hari2 fortune anda continuous baik je....
andai kata,hari ni luck x berada di pihak anda,
tolong lah,tolong.
resolve dengan tenang,dgn whichever way u find best
take note,dgn expressing ur rage dkt org lain,
even worse,dgn org yg anda x kenal pn....
stakat mne la sympathy yg anda dpt.
its all momentary
so please,elakkan dragging other ppl into ur problem.ur not making things easier....
ini generally speaking....from my view....
its my blog,not urs.i cant be you,i cant be everyone else other than me.
so ini hnye pandanganku semata2....
whats fueling me to suddenly bring this up i wonder....
cuma teringat peristiwa a few weeks ago.which secara x langsung affect diri aku gak....
me n my 2 friends,alep & amin went to danga city mall.
supposedly for a single purpose,
a limited edition Razer bag,which amin dri dulu nak sgt~
until i told him that i saw it somewhere at DCM.he successfully persuaded me to go with him...
again...
haha...
n alep was just tagging along,i mean,at first.
so technically i dont have any obligation to go there.
fine,enough nonsense.straight to the point.
blame my habit of constructing things in details
jya.we took a cab there from cs.
lets just say,we took a wrong one
i mean,literally.
a middle-aged indian uncle as a driver.
it didnt took long for him to agree.but yeah.i could see the look on his face.
a subtle hint of dissapointment,anger with a lil stroke of sadness carved,clearly on the said surface
believe me,in my hard times,i learnt on how to read ones figure.i cant say im always right,though.
thats bcoz i usually had to take cab due to lack of transport in my family.
(da mnyimpang da....)
but
it would leave a deeper scar,if we refuse.kan?
so what to do.naik je la.
me in front
until now im still wondering why am i always in front.
i dont like sitting in front...seriously....
so i was greeted with a sentence
"awak budak skolah bukannya bodoh"
clearly.but pretended lyk i didnt hear anythin
follows a looooong sigh from the uncle
"haaaaaaaiiiih"
"bodoh,saya memang bodoh.knapa saya pigi ambil u orang semua"
*hentak dahi kat steering*
okay, i was annoyed.
tapi x habis lagi...
"adik,u kalau mau pigi dekat2,ambil itu teksi tahan tepi jalan.uncle sini queue dari ini pagi hapah takda.u orang tak faham mcm mana uncle rasa.tunggu pnya tunggu suda lama,tadi pagi satu orang naik mau pigi mana,pigi LANDMARK saja,sudah rm3.uncle balik sini queue,tunggu 2 jam,u orang mau pigi Danga.memang SIAL la dua tiga hari ni !!itu pelempuan depan mau pigi jauh,saya tau.tapi u orang naik.uncle tau mana orang mau pigi jauh,mana mau pigi dekat,u budak dont understand la....sewa ini teksi uncle belum bayar mcm mana mau bagi makan minum anak isteri,memang SIAL la!!"
katanya sebelum mengakhiri ayat dengan hentakan dahi di steering yang bergaya
u get the idea,uncle ni da tunggu berbaris kat taxi stand CS.lama.die harapkan orang naik ntuk pergi jauh2 la.
at least dpt la duit bayar sewa teksi ke or sara hidup family dia as stated.tapi kitorang naik,prgi danga city mall je,die kcewa....
....
it goes on,bnde yg sama.dlm 10 minit prjalanan,dgar die mmbebel.
aku?dduk je sebelah dia.kebalkan telinga kne caci sume.
rasa nak bash tu memang ada.point2 da berbaris dalam otak nak kasik bahas.
but hey,he's in his tough time...
besides,like i really would...
kitorang diam je...
salah aku gak,x fikir.maen ambik je teksi...
under pressure,smua nk cepat.takleh salahkan sesiapa.
tolong la jgn bg aku decide dlm time camni.tak,jgn bagi aku decide pn.
uncle,deyy
that day mungkin nsib anda x baik.apa yg anda achieve by bebelan tersebut pun saya x tau.
tp control la sket,manage ur anger.from the look of it,itu mybe faktor knapa anda jarang dpt customer.
sure,saya budak2,saya tak faham.but we both cari rezeki dari perspektif yg sama.
u niaga,saya pun niaga.
u cari customer,dapat customer,mintak fare,sudah,balik kerja.be grateful dgn hasil hari tu.
u marah mcm mane pn dkt random customer,it wont change anything.sekadar meredakan kemarahan di hati.feels good?think about the after effect.....im sure as hell i wont be riding that same cab.ever.
klau anda btul2 berinisiatif nk carik customer,sacrifice skit minyak,round2 la skit,honk sini sana or whatever.
ape la sgt yg anda bleh expect dgn duduk je dlm keta,berbaris tunggu berjam2 pastu kecewa sndiri....
yes,u did have my sympathy.but ape yg saya boleh buat kn?
i wish u best of luck.do not put ur responsibility at rest.
saya pn tak layak ckp bnyk.a 15 yo boy would never understand how u feel,how every taxi drivers feel.
all i can do is nag....nag....and nag in my tranquil little world,and constantly arguing with my fcked up lil mind..
worthless thoughts and opinions that doesn't worth your attention
worthless thoughts and opinions that doesn't worth your attention
i can't be everyone,because im always wrong in every ways.
a distortion to yours,a symphony to mine
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