worthless thoughts and opinions that doesn't worth your attention

worthless thoughts and opinions that doesn't worth your attention

before u start flaming me for who i am,im gonna set the fact straight.im a 15 years old kid who see the world through my 2 eyes.i am,however,a single person with my own point of view.i can't be everyone,no i can't.my speech doesn't represent those other than me.my words are merely conveyed from my own perspective,all from my fcked up little mind ;- doesn't require others to agree with my statement.and yes,i know.arguable,but not worth your damn attention.


i can't be everyone,because im always wrong in every ways.

a distortion to yours,a symphony to mine


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Thursday, December 9, 2010

why do i write?

its a question ive always been asking myself since i started blogging.but i had it all in mind,the answer.
Yes,i like to question myself a lot.

I didnt,i do not write for praise nor publicity (read:borders are literary)
I dont write with the intention of bringing people down,to put a person in shame,false accusation or even slandering.no.
And i wont insult other people no matter how hateful the individual is.

I'd avoid writing about politics,federal constitution,governmental issues and of course,conspiracy theories,as my knowledges are as thin as a paper.what i'd say might be viewed differently from other perspectives.though it would be a good food for sarcasms.
avoid,not ignored.

And im damn sure im not a traffic monger.the visitor counter up there was just for show.as accurate as it is,yes.but most of the views are from me myself,checking out how dumb my blog looks everytime i posted somehing new.there you have it.i dont give a damn about how much people would sit and stare at my page and piss away just like that.

So why?



Why do i write?



Ever heard of the word 'personal blog'?

Ever wondered why i had never once promoted my blog on other websites?facebook,for example.it isnt so hard to copy paste this link to the latter,
poof! blog shared,craps updated.people kind enough to visit,followers increased,traffic jammed,haters increased.rant about how much the haters hate you,hey,why not let the whole world know of your prideful haters?share on facebook!
there goes the same publicity roulette.

What would i get?
A thin line of privacy.
It aint that personal now is it?

Actually my memories arent that good.weak,in other word.thats why i tend to forgive and forget.i have no obligation of reminiscing the past fault.why i prefer active over passive.

The reason i write was to record the events in my timeline,the occurances that brings memorable moments in my life,so it would not be forever vanished in this rotten memories of mine.so i would have remembered my early days when im older.
The sweets and bitterness of life,the luxuries i shared despites the hardship i strived.
I dont see the need of an overrated publicity.because i am a mere nobody.
If you happens to stumble accross my blog

Welcome to my life :)




yes im a narcissist i'd show people what i have,in the name of appreciation.but i know my limit.

Monday, November 29, 2010

black ops

as the title suggest,its all about black ops this time.yes,the highly anticipated game of the year that was made as the highlight of interweb traffics mainly centres in game and hardware forums and again,a title that sparked yet another controversy despite its hollywood-rated cinematography,in the end its all about the hype



okay im starting to sound like some guys on ign.
black ops made it way into the platform 3 weeks ago.i got the game a week later.
i really wanted to see how it turned out,so i bought a copy of it.illegally.
my first impression on it was...very satisfying.
there are some parts that had blown my mind,n there are some which appears dull throughout the level.
the second mission on vorkuta left me with repetitive playback.i  kept playing that level over and over again.
reasons?the reappearance of Viktor Reznov.







            "Victory cannot be achieved without sacrifice, Mason... We Russians know this better than anyone"

that same Reznov from World at war Russian campaign,how i loved that campaign.his inspirational word of wise was what drove me forward,regardless how much of a failure i experienced throughout the level.i may be exaggerating things here.im not even Russian,lol.but it all seems surreal.the character itself was meant to seed the patriotism and love for the country,the sacrificial willingness crucial for ensuring victories.
funny,i find myself repeatedly chanting the 8 steps to freedom at the event of the vorkuta raid.
worse,i felt a great loss as the prisoners drop like flies,one by one
and the death of  Sergei kozin,the monster of Magadan left a big gap in my head.
what a waste of potential it was

feeling  mixed up emotions of fictional game characters?someone help me. (;_;)
ive wandered off too deep into the understanding of visual culture,now i wonder if im still normal *sigh*

another thing that made the game great was the fact that Mason was voiced by Sam Worthington.that dude who played  Jake sully and Marcus wright.what more can i say,he did a pretty damn good job on the voice.

regarding the storyline,it was acceptable.i liked it better than modern warfare2,which was damn straightforward and predictable.meh.
for someone who oppose the mainstream as myself,i needed a twist;just like what black ops had offered.though the whole thing was made for the mainstream,anyway.
though the game did sparked another controversy,just as its predecessor did.
where you were ordered an assassination on Fidel Castro,while he's probably living his days with his family somewhere on the other side of the earth.

i dont see why i should hate Treyarch.he did a great job on this,not the perfect kind of game that deserves a solid 10 out of 10 but it was worth it.totally a top of the chart for a fps game.

people buy modern warfare for the change of pace,from the early days of world war to the modern-day crisis.Infinity Ward had done it,the game received multiple awards in 2007.
then came world at war.people buy it,thinking it was from the same developer,just to be turned down by the revert of setting back to WW2 by Treyarch.
modern warfare 2,the most overrated game of the decade,if not year,was the pride of all gamers.
it seems to me that IW got cocky and end up making the multiplayer tad imbalanced.too much,actually.
it was too mainstream.too much of a cliche.nil
i still remember those past few months where you couldnt escape from a featured "MW2 Kill Montage" clips somewhere around your youtube homepage.im sick of it myself.
now dont be surprise if black ops had taken the throne.


thats it for now.its the first time im writing an up to date on video games,as i just got my graphic card a few months ago.and i didnt own a supercomputer before.or even a console.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Ledang sweet Ledang

yaawn dh lama aku tk feed kjadah ni
anyway i was away for a few days.sekali sekala balik kampung
celebrated Aidiladha there.


spent the rest of the day at cc x)
i have to admit,the cc there is quite nice.
less people,decent connection and rig build that left me with a butthurt.that butthurt.
a GT240 with 3GB ddr2 each.
shame on you ewave,kingsurf & SP
the kids there werent as screwed as the kaki paw here in Perling.
most of them were minors,
yes.i was made as a pathetic excuse by my lil cousin,who's currently 10,
just to get him into the hole safely.
eagerly mentioned before,most of them were minors.somewhere around 7-12.
daw,kamon.even nk bukak game pn aku kne babysit satu2.
inesen lagi,rasanya blum merayap into 'that' deeper region of  interwebs x)
in the end,i find myself enjoying a short LAN party with those kids.
it felt great to be accepted.lol.


bagus la, motif dah kelaut.
certain thing yang nyata berbeza,here and there;temperature yg slightly lower.
not that significantly lower,
but hey,anything better than a living sauna


and oh,celcom bb.u suck there.


aah no,aku tak join sembelih.mau2 aku yang mnangis kang.serious aku lemah bab2 cabut nyawa binatang ni.


My blog deserves a name,like the rest of my things.something easy to call.hey,its personal (-A-)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

meh

a lot of things happened this month




~.~






gonna pile it up in the next post.not in da mood to write.not gonna think about it.
minds at war with pens & paper.
oh well.patience is the cure for all suffer.
bene rem gere  ^__^










enjoy,Beatus from imperfect harmonies.my favourite song of the album. :->

Monday, September 20, 2010

imperfect harmonies

don't compare it to SOAD. It won't compare. Matched with
Serj's first album, the differences in style and lyrical content are
staggering. But that doesn't make it any less good. Each song is
gripping; Serj's vocals soaring above the instrumentals, sticking in
our minds. The messages contained in each song are incredibly
deep, and meaningful.
For Serj to make an album like this, for it to sound completely
different to his natural area, and for it to be good, is a great
achievement.
Unlike Linkin Park's latest album,(my bro's current earworm) which tries a similar approach,
Serj surpasses them by miles. His new sound is relaxed, and
won't alienate fans should they look at it with an open mind.






Serj, I applaud you.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

i seek forgiveness.aku minta maaf

ada member yang aku layan macam kuli
ada member yg rumah dia dah aku anggap macam rumah sndiri
ada member yang jadi jam
tangan aku
Ada yang jadi jadual exam aku
Tak kurang jugak yang jadi pembekal alat tulis aku
Ada member yang pendirian,pendapat diorang ditolak oleh aku,sebab pentingkan self righteousness aku
Ada member yang rasa mcm cakap dengan dinding bila berbual dngan aku
Ada yang aku selalu buat tertunggu2
bila ada member perlukan pertolongan aku,aku berdalih,macam2 alasan keluar.
Bila aku diberi amanah,aku buat half- heartedly.tak pernah nk bersungguh2.
ada yang sudi ajak aku berbual,tapi apa aku Buat?cari alasan untuk lari dari conversation.atas alasan social/communication skill aku teruk.

Bila aku gagal dalam sesuatu,aku salahkan kelemahan aku,kadang2 persekitaran aku
Termasuklah member2 aku
Ada yang kecik hati,sakit hati,meluat dengan perangai aku
Apa yang aku cuba buktikan?
Aku cuma nk cakap,sedar/tak sedar aku banyak buat silap dengan orang di sekitar aku.
Ada je hidup orang yang aku susahkan
dalam kesempatan ni,aku nak mohon maaf dkat semua kawan2 aku,member sekelas aku....dan semua orang yang pernah aku sakiti,aku annoyed,aku kecewakan & yang rasa macam dihiraukan oleh aku.aku tak pernah berniat nak sakitkan hati sesiapa.
Aku mintak maaf bebanyak


To my internet friends,I seek forgiveness from all of you.I am sorry if my application of sarcasms/inappropriate choice of words in our usual conversation/posts had offended you .I am sorry if I ever made your life worse with my lame approaches,most of all,i am sorry for ignoring you.I'm trying my best to start where I left off.thank you for being my friend ,thank you for the help.

I wish you a joyful eid mubarak.
Slamat hari raya,maaf zahir & batin

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Temporal shift

heh.i can't go online.
till when,i wonder.yeah,i'll wait for someone who's generous enough to provide wifi in this area,as if that's gonna happen.

Connections are unavailable.the very same thing I got everytime I try to hook up the internoob.thanks,i assume your series of generosity is making its toll now.
Now that I got myself a new medium with better interface,frequent blog posts are to be expected.

That depends.
Jya
the last day of ramadhan eh.im gonna miss waking up for sahur.actually there are so much to be missed.
Mat salai burger for instance.monday-friday,3pm-10.gonna miss my regular chocolate milk shake~see you in a year.

Berbuka puasa with family,undeniable.its a rare occasion for the five of us to sit on the same mat,let alone having feast together.
Me with my pc,my Bro on the sofa.masing2 dengan dunia sendiri.so there..

Setan-free month.that is for sure to be missed.the only time of the year that I find myself at ease.everything seems peaceful,even a death growl sounds soothing

Most of all,waking up for sahur.you know,i love that one hour sleep before goin to school.everytime.Yes I tend to eat sahur as late as possible,but always managed keep the one hour for a series of bad dreams.

It all seems too fast.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

you can (not) advance

                                              i have one word to describe this movie.Mindrape.
                                   i dont care if its two.find me a better suited word for this masterpiece.
                     i didnt waste my  1 hour 45 minutes for nothing.emotional roller coaster,pure spine chills



Neon Genesis Evangelion/Evangelion 2.0
You Can (Not) Advance

i knows,its already kinda too late.but i just downloaded the movie this morning.
found the DVD yesterday,in Jusco Taman U.but since i was short on budget,lupakan je niat nak beli.
what was i doing in JTU anyway?Nazry had to send me there every time we'd have our meetings.
since there are no other taxi stand within the residential area~
so i thought it wouldn't be much of a harm to take a stroll around the area before heading to cs
jauh jugak aku jalan...walaupun puasa,bukan selalu dpt merayau sorang2 macam ni.sememangnya best
aku jumpa satu kedai,supply barang2 graphic.all the tools you need,they were right in front of me.
meh,grabbed a few microns,artlines and copics for work & personal use~
ended up spending about RM30 on those things
then i went to Jusco,and found this in Music Valley




 not the movie ticket,(dang why not in JB) 
i meant the DVD.memang teruja tak terhingga la.jiwa otaku dah menggeliga.dah lama aku carik movie ni
i am an avid fan of Evangelion,the series,manga,remakes,artbooks & semua yg related dngan NGE
the first Evangelion movie 1.0 (watched on Art Central,3 years ago)almost made me cry ._.
after that aku habiskan 2 minggu ulang balik baca manga dia dari awal smpai latest.teruja punya pasal.

so this morning,lepas sahur,solat,aku turn on pc aku,pergi website brpatutan,download.
celcom broadband baik dngan aku lately,even limit da exceed pn tetap laju 
dengan dl speed about 400-500 kb/s (with the help of flashget of course)
aku dl 5 part,100+MB each

a few minutes later,i was enjoying the show,i mean enjoying,enjoying

1080p man.awesomeness.
every second is worth watching
im not gonna make a review of this movie,but i can say that im truly satisfied with the animation
despite the major change of storyline,every occurrence seems to cover each other up
it didnt felt out of place,at all.it was epic
*shiver*
good job Gainax.you're lucky im not much of a movie critic






finally,oh come on,wtf.wtf is with the bg song.
it makes me wanna cry.very matching dgn this scene.sedih.

-Tsubasa wo kudasai by Toyosaki Aki,Hikasa Youko,Satou Satomi & Kotobuki Minako-


evangelion is one of the few animes that can actually make me cry




gwa kalau da mnghayati movie mmg masalah sket.nyahahaha
5 stars





Friday, August 27, 2010

The Charade

I do believe...
You were strong in forming violence
We were strong performing silence...
I do believe...
You were strong in forming violence
We were strong performing silence...

We are deceived,by all the toys of our convenience,
Opening our hearts to the brilliance
We are deceived,by all the toys of our convenience,
Opening our hearts to the brilliance

Love is strong, hearing as loud as gunfire away,
Never wrong, constantly dreaming of another way.

If love is wrong, go ahead and end the world with your charades.
Never wrong, constantly dreaming of another way.

I do believe...
You were strong in forming violence
We were strong performing silence...
I do believe...
You were strong in forming violence
We were strong performing silence...

We are deceived,by all the toys of our convenience,
Opening our hearts to the brilliance
We are deceived,by all the toys of our convenience,
Opening our hearts to the brilliance

Love is strong, hearing as loud as gunfire away,
Never wrong, constantly dreaming of another way

If love is wrong, go ahead and end the world with your charades.
Never wrong,
Constantly dreaming of another,
Another day day day day day day day day day

Find me a red bag
One without a tag.
Hope that you are near
Valliantly appear
Find me a red... bag...


Love is strong, hearing as loud as gunfire away,
Never wrong, constantly dreaming of another way.

If love is wrong
Go ahead and end the world with it's charades
Never wrong
Constantly dreaming of another
Another day day day day day day day day day

Find me a red bag
One without a tag
Hope that you are near
Valliantly appear
Find me a red... bag...


Thursday, August 26, 2010

this caffeine makes me feel like im on this song

alteration of song title again...huh.u guessed it.soad
naah,caffeine wont do that much to me.just to keep me awake;the only reason why i'd drink one
well...its really effective.to me,at least.but im trying to limit my caffeine intake,
and completely relying on my self-proclaimed nocturnal side nyahaha~


sheet eh,wtf is that.im just a normal guy who likes to push myself,working under certain pressure.


okay,another false fact.im a quite relaxed guy actually.
i find peace and tranquility when working in night time;the silence you wont get in broad daylight
plus,i can enjoy my songs fully without worrying about others calling,
but you should be expecting vivid whispers from a source unknown.thats the fun part.
dont forget your delusional mind that kept you staring at the ceiling for expectable occurrence .
oh,oh and your early morning red eyes :)


right,who give a damn..
when i think of it,im no better than Dmitri,evoking an internal cold war for a falsely accused statements
i hate that minor fraction of my head


where was i,oh right.caffeine.seriously im getting sick of it.
are there any other methods to keep me awake at night?
i kinda miss tea.i mean,TEA,tea.
no,not teh tarik.im having that every day.
yes,i used to enjoy tea as much as everything else,but it was back then
when i was so carefree~~
tea makes me high,esp green tea.and some other English tea my sis bought for herself,
but always end up with some sachet in my mug.


one sip makes me high,makes me hide makes me really wanna think and stoop~-
stop your eyes from flowing~~soad


sheet.dah kelaut da gwa.this is what happen ble im high on calcium.ya?




right...supposedly i have to write an essay on 'an incident i could never forget'
hehe.my head went blank.cant think of anything.
when was the last time ive had any.
wait,are there any?
lets just go through this...


incident- An occurrence or event that interrupts normal procedure






sleeping in the evening=normal
sleeping at night=incident




i see...

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Disowned Inc

last month aku ade pgi camp,dan ye,ada post.tpi smpai skang ade lg dlm draft
tak siap2


malas *yawn*
aku akn siapkn jgak,someday,who knows when


oh,the post title?its a name of a song.a song by Serj Tankian.its a great song imo
lately ive been massively downloading System of a Down & Serj Tankian albums


actually,i wasnt really into them till last month,a friend of mine recommended a Serj song,
and lets say,i fell in love instantly
not with serj,i mean yeah i like him,who doesnt?SERJ TANKIAN IS AWESOME
but i mean,i fell in love with his songs =_=  and his armenian accent lol
enough with the fcked up assumptions already


then i discovered that he was a front man in a progressive metal band,System of a Down
which i once took liking,but never bothered to check up
i remembered the first song i heard from them was BYOB,
when a friend kept reminding me of how ridiculous that song sounds.
but honestly,its rather a meaningful song.the MV gave me a boner nyahahaha~


after the band's inevitable hiatus,Serj went solo
i personally think that Serj is better on his own,every speech he spurt out sounds epic.
in a point that i cant even explain, myself
but i would love to see system perform together again


but hey,i made a progress,guess im really into these kind of songs~
theres always room for new fans~~

Thursday, August 12, 2010

with vigor in our hearts and one goal in sight

hi,blank space.my blank space
havent got the will to write lately
even now,it feels like my vocab is very limited.
so dont expect any of my typical,roundabout sarcasm in this post.
oh well,here i am filling the blank


alhamdulillah,i was accepted as assistant.so yeah,ive to get back to manual from now on.
my job is simple,ranging from speed lines,focus lines to sound effects and final refining
im so used to digital art that i had trouble drawing focus lines with a pen that day.
they decided to take two people as assistant,me and another guy known as Musa.
he was in charge in background works,considering the fact that he took Lukisan Kejuruteraan.
so you see,the difference between us is absolute, incomparable.
you can say im pretty confident with the upcoming quality of this work,with him in the line
as for me,i'll work hard.really hope i'll do well.
and i've already got myself some spoilers~hehe


oh,and congrats to my sister.who got through the interview for the university of Otago,NZ
good luck,and hey,thank you for the smile on mom's face.she's really proud of you :)


here i am wishing that i could greet her normally,casually.like how it should be


this month,im gonna finish up what i left off,im open for any technical request.
i'll try to help out with anything :)
salam Ramadhan to all muslim !

Saturday, August 7, 2010

one small step for the artist,a giant leap for myself

                                                           it all started with an offer

Nazry,a writer,and a brother. 
a brother of my friggin talented ex classmate
who had published a few works,at such age.
offered a place in a local comic industry
being an assistant,
meaning you'll be doing the inking,toning,refining,touch up & etc for a comic
yes it was open to everyone of course

meh?yep i saw that.but lol'ed to myself
thus ignoring the said status
come on,i thought.no way.
no way i'd ever make it that far.
i didnt even clicked 'like' on that status
hahah
there are others,far more talented than me
ok,maybe my lack of self confident was too much
deep in my heart,i did wished for it.


back to web surfing,noob gaming





a few mins later,this appeared on my wall


along with the 'likes' of those who supported his,and supposedly my soon-to-be effort
honestly,my words of  thanks wont be enough
thank you,guys

i almost ignored the big picture here.i didnt believe it at first.
it was just a simple question
it may seems like im exaggerating things here,but
i really thought i was at no place for that position

well,i accepted it.i was smiling alone in my room for a few moments
"what did he sees in me,y only my wall?"
the thought that ponders in my mind
followed with self-replies
"coz ur near"
xD

no la
here,id like to say thank you for those who supported me,n bro Nazry for giving me the chance.
eventhough there are possibilities that i might not pass your expectation
or maybe,i wont be chosen

tomorrow,8th august 10,i'll head to their house
for evaluation purpose,thats what they say.
there are other candidates beb~
im bringing a friend along...
um,to ease the awkwardness i guess
at least i'd feel much better


well,wish me luck :)


i did it for experience












Wednesday, July 28, 2010

karma & mind rape

aku cme nk kte la....hidup kte x boleh expect slalu ade kat atas....
demm anak emas la weh klau hari2 fortune anda continuous baik je....
andai kata,hari ni luck x berada di pihak anda,
tolong lah,tolong.
resolve dengan tenang,dgn whichever way u find best
take note,dgn expressing ur rage dkt org lain,
even worse,dgn org yg anda x kenal pn....
stakat mne la sympathy yg anda dpt.
its all momentary
so please,elakkan dragging other ppl into ur problem.ur not making things easier....
ini generally speaking....from my view....
its my blog,not urs.i cant be you,i cant be everyone else other than me.
so ini hnye pandanganku semata2....

whats fueling me to suddenly bring this up i wonder....
cuma teringat peristiwa a few weeks ago.which secara x langsung affect diri aku gak....

me n my 2 friends,alep & amin went to danga city mall.
supposedly for a single purpose,
a limited edition Razer bag,which amin dri dulu nak sgt~
until i told him that i saw it somewhere at DCM.he successfully persuaded me to go with him...
again...
haha...
n alep was just tagging along,i mean,at first.
so technically i dont have any obligation to go there.
fine,enough nonsense.straight to the point.
blame my habit of constructing things in details

jya.we took a cab there from cs.
lets just say,we took a wrong one
i mean,literally.

a middle-aged indian uncle as a driver.
it didnt took long for him to agree.but yeah.i could see the look on his face.
a subtle hint of dissapointment,anger with a lil stroke of sadness carved,clearly on the said surface
believe me,in my hard times,i learnt on how to read ones figure.i cant say im always right,though.
thats bcoz i usually had to take cab due to lack of transport in my family.

(da mnyimpang da....)

but

 it would leave a deeper scar,if we refuse.kan?
so what to do.naik je la.
me in front
until now im still wondering why am i always in front.
i dont like sitting in front...seriously....

so i was greeted with a sentence
"awak budak skolah bukannya bodoh"

clearly.but pretended lyk i didnt hear anythin

follows a looooong sigh from the uncle
"haaaaaaaiiiih"
"bodoh,saya memang bodoh.knapa saya pigi ambil u orang semua"

*hentak dahi kat steering*

okay, i was annoyed.
tapi x habis lagi...

"adik,u kalau mau pigi dekat2,ambil itu teksi tahan tepi jalan.uncle sini queue dari ini pagi hapah takda.u orang tak faham mcm mana uncle rasa.tunggu pnya tunggu suda lama,tadi pagi satu orang naik mau pigi mana,pigi LANDMARK saja,sudah rm3.uncle balik sini queue,tunggu 2 jam,u orang mau pigi Danga.memang SIAL la dua tiga hari ni !!itu pelempuan depan mau pigi jauh,saya tau.tapi u orang naik.uncle tau mana orang mau pigi jauh,mana mau pigi dekat,u budak dont understand la....sewa ini teksi uncle belum bayar mcm mana mau bagi makan minum anak isteri,memang SIAL la!!" 
katanya sebelum mengakhiri ayat dengan hentakan dahi di steering yang bergaya


u get the idea,uncle ni da tunggu berbaris kat taxi stand CS.lama.die harapkan orang naik ntuk pergi jauh2 la.
at least dpt la duit bayar sewa teksi ke or sara hidup family dia as stated.tapi kitorang naik,prgi danga city mall je,die kcewa....

....
it goes on,bnde yg sama.dlm 10 minit prjalanan,dgar die mmbebel.
aku?dduk je sebelah dia.kebalkan telinga kne caci sume.
rasa nak bash tu memang ada.point2 da berbaris dalam otak nak kasik bahas.
but hey,he's in his tough time...
besides,like i really would...

kitorang diam je...

salah aku gak,x fikir.maen ambik je teksi...
under pressure,smua nk cepat.takleh salahkan sesiapa.
tolong la jgn bg aku decide dlm time camni.tak,jgn bagi aku decide pn.

uncle,deyy
that day mungkin nsib anda x baik.apa yg anda achieve by bebelan tersebut pun saya x tau.
tp control la sket,manage ur anger.from the look of it,itu mybe faktor knapa anda jarang dpt customer.
sure,saya budak2,saya tak faham.but we both cari rezeki dari perspektif yg sama.
u niaga,saya pun niaga.

u cari customer,dapat customer,mintak fare,sudah,balik kerja.be grateful dgn hasil hari tu.
u marah mcm mane pn dkt random customer,it wont change anything.sekadar meredakan kemarahan di hati.feels good?think about the after effect.....im sure as hell i wont be riding that same cab.ever.
klau anda btul2 berinisiatif nk carik customer,sacrifice skit minyak,round2 la skit,honk sini sana or whatever.
ape la sgt yg anda bleh expect dgn duduk je dlm keta,berbaris tunggu berjam2 pastu kecewa sndiri....
yes,u did have my sympathy.but ape yg saya boleh buat kn?
i wish u best of luck.do not put ur responsibility at rest.

saya pn tak layak ckp bnyk.a 15 yo boy would never understand how u feel,how every taxi drivers feel.
all i can do is nag....nag....and nag in my tranquil little world,and constantly arguing with my fcked up lil mind..

Saturday, July 17, 2010

going green.

....
i wish i can be there
yeah,just like in the picture
everywhere i walk,vines of concrete jungle jog along
when earthly desires finds a place to rest its head
i yearn for a single,green,tall tree to lean on
i try to take shelter from our own cause,our plague,our misconception and ignorance.
then i ask to myself,will i be able to keep this thought of liberalities?
will i stand aside and watch while the root is rotting?
then a simple statement,a deep-born answer follows ;

"no"

i then looked at myself,i know exactly where i am,where i should be,and what i really want
but i know my place,i know~
there comes the moment where my head turns light,n my thoughts just....stopped.
a guy can dream,its best to not abandon all hope.
for now,i can only manage to keep dreaming



now where the hell is the tree.where the hell could i find tranquility?

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Afterlife

finally,a second trailer for the movie.
Resident Evil:Afterlife








http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxLvCh8Pf6s
(trailer #2)







being a fan of the series (games & movies),cant afford to miss this one
tho the movies received a lot of critics sbab not following the game storyline.
beb.i dont wanna watch things that i played.
its actually a good idea to give the trilogy a fresh,new breath of conflict
instead of repeating ape yg gamers da main.

i played all resident evil games,except dead aim & outbreak
*bcoz i didnt own a ps2 dammit*
and yeah,i agree with the whole reboot thingy shown in the movies.
as long as it involves T-virus and zombies.the storyline isnt really affected as it sticks to the main theme.
oh,u never played the game,should the movie give chance to new players to understand its legacy?
did u know that i used to spent hours in front of my pc,watching re5 full gameplay on youtube?
bcause i thought i couldnt afford to play it and wanted to keep up with the storyline~
thats how desperate i was.
dont worry la,typical-resident-evil-movie;
awal2 mesti ade suara Milla Jovovich narrate psl resident evil history.
so viewers x la rase blur wlaupun trlepas previous movies.


right.back to the trailer.
first time tengok trailer#1,i'd say its based on resident evil 5...with a lil matrix scene.








http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEDtOEVvxlA&feature=related
(trailer #1)
see what i mean.

then came trailer#2
confirmed,re5 adaptation.
will be screening in 3D this November 10th

here i am trying to make a lil analysis based on Trailer#2.
what i can conclude is:


  • Kak Milah(Milla Jovovivh) will be starring Alice again,Ali Larter is back as Claire Redfield n most cast dari RE:extinction will make their appearance
  • continued where RE:extinction left off.survivors head to Alaska lpas dgr emergency radio broadcast.
  • Alice ambush Umbrella pnyer underground facility somewhere at Tokyo.with the rest of her clones from project Alice
  • Albert Wesker is in (WOOT).featuring his superhuman strength & agility.(1:30-1:33)
  • they'll be facing Las Plagas,an evolution of T-virus as seen in RE4 & more to progenitor RE5 (1:03) Executioner (the guy with big axe,originally from re5) is goin to be in the movie (1:46-1:49) 
  •  Claire Redfield,mind controlled, attached with P30 device(0:44).one similar to Jill valentine in RE5.
  • i see refugees taking shelter in some kinda prison.with hordes of zombeh & executioner surrounding them(1:00)
  • a fighting scene between claire & executioner in a bathroom(1:44) most likely alice will come to save the day etc
n i dont want to spoil the rest.
wanna see how this turns out
n wanna see how epicly i fail at proving my conclusion !

nyahahahahahahaha




10th november 2010


                                                         Kak Milah say jgn tinggal solat

Sunday, July 11, 2010

tired of lagging?

read if you're willing to spend a hefty sum of money for performance,or merely a hobby.
if you're a gamer and wanted to get urself a top-notch of everything,and simply dominate.
looking for breakthrough from reality,or simply wanted to spend your 'fortune' over something.


here's something for ya.took my time browsing through the latest and best pc components ; a guaranteed zero-lagging experience.just thought of listing them down for future reference.
note that the listing are the best from my pick.there might be better,but yeah.

lets start off from the core.u'll need a processor.



intel core i7 980x Extreme edition
cost roughly about RM3,570
the best.the fastest processor a build has to offer.
EXT doesnt live out to its name.its pretty much the same thing u can get with lower price.so there.
guaranteed by pc enthusiast,guaranteed by gamers.its the best.enough said.


now,the mainboard.




ASUS P6T7 WS SuperComputer
the name gave me bone chills,so did the price
cost about RM2,099
why,u ask?
the motherboard has 7 pcie x16 slot,
meaning, it can support 7 graphic cards.yes,tujuh.
7 GPU lining side-by-side.helluva crossfireX/SLI experience.
1 graphic card = 3 monitors
7 graphic cards = do the math
dont forget the 6 DDR3 RAM slot.it can support up to 24GB of RAM.
dont sweat about bottleneck.



lets move on to the primary display,the graphic card.




ATI Radeon HD5970
the fastest,most powerful graphic card on the planet for RM2,240
DirectX11,2GB GDDR5



now that u have it all hooked up.go for the power supplies
power supplies are essential for uh...light things up of course.
the power supply varies for ur need
if your using only one graphic card,500 watt is recommendable.
but if ur a power user,get at least a 850 watt



corsair HX850W
a good pow supply.runs at low temp.pricing is about RM729
trust corsair & cooler master.

DO NOT BUY GENERIC CHINA MADE POWER SUPPLIES
i had experience with them.650 watt.RM59
gaming for 2 hours.cooked.recycled.




next,the physical memory.or RAM
the optimal need for ur pc is 8GB.
i daresay 4GB is more than enough.u wont need more unless ur a full time graphic designer with multiple screens or works in video decoding environment
also,check windows physical memory limit for certain operating system by highlighting the box below.
VersionLimit in 32-bit WindowsLimit in 64-bit Windows
Windows 7 Ultimate4 GB192 GB
Windows 7 Enterprise4 GB192 GB
Windows 7 Professional4 GB192 GB
Windows 7 Home Premium4 GB16 GB
Windows 7 Home Basic4 GB8 GB
Windows 7 Starter2 GB2 GB



VersionLimit in 32-bit WindowsLimit in 64-bit Windows
Windows Vista Ultimate4 GB128 GB
Windows Vista Enterprise4 GB128 GB
Windows Vista Business4 GB128 GB
Windows Vista Home Premium4 GB16 GB
Windows Vista Home Basic4 GB8 GB
Windows Vista Starter1 GBNot applicable


VersionLimit in 32-bit WindowsLimit in 64-bit Windows
Windows XP4 GB128 GB
Windows XP Starter Edition512 MBNot applicable
                        
                                                    yes,highlight the boxes or u wont see anything


                                                    



                                                                   ok,my recommendation






corsair XMS3 DDR3 gaming RAM
                                                                        4GB for RM 499
                                                           get two of these for RM899




                                           COOLING
                    with all those high-end peripherals,ur pc tends to heat up.
                                                                 causing random shutdown to keep the temp low
                                                       so this is where coolers play its role
                                                                                            





corsair cooling hydro series h50
RM329
                                                       hard disk+memory+graphic card cooler
                                                                              RM200










                                                   now ur all set.get urself a nice,cool casing

the bigger,the better.so it provides a thorough cooling for the components.
pricing,ready RM500




to be continued on pc accessories