Mindfuck

and tonight~we can truly say,together we're invincible

cilok lirik muse-invincible sket.
why muse?rase2nye aku da addicted.
dulu aku dok fikir diorang ni 'another one of those mainstream suckers who yearn fames through craps they call music'
dont worry,selalunya aku salah so,bear with it.kte tak ptut jdik closed-minded all the time & xnak terima bnde baru.boundaries shift,new player steps in.

so there,aku salah.
sjak aku dgr lgu resistance from a friend,rse cam expecting more frm them.
then comes 'newborn' heck,instant addiction?something like that.
my fav song from them for now.currently digging through their old songs.
old,meaningful songs.
one similar to 'undisclosed desires' and 'uprising'.
rythmic empathy much?try it.
apocalypse now-kesedaran ttg btapa dktnye kte dgn end of the world.
despites having to convert "come on it's time for something 'biblical' to 'lyrical' everytime,its a very soothing song,at the same time,conveys desperation.
tak lupa music videos diorng yg stereodically amusing.watch invincible~

being a new fan,aku recently found out yg diorg ad sumbangkn a few track for toilet...twilight saga.
such a waste of good music kot.

quote dri seorang blogger yg famous(xde maksud tersirat,nnti lu attack gua,susah)
"its my perspective,what's yours?"


habis commercial break
sub
despairing post.u wont,if not rarely see it here.sbab?.
aku paranoid,senang affected dgn various mindfuck dalam dunia siber ni,tak brmakna aku perlu bitch(insert other appropriate term) about it everytime.
aku suka blogwalk,klau tak BS,livejournal,wordpress,typepad etc trmasuk la forum2 yg pelbagai.
kdang2 tergelak sorang2 smbil bce post orang laen & response yg diorang dpt.


pd mse yg same,aku observe.


ada mase aku stumbled across blog yg agak melancholic,suram,ttg masalah,sedih,x puas hati dan sewaktu dengannya.
sure,aku bce.simpati dah terbuku di dada.whatever the stated problem is.but above all - out of curiousity.
biasanya dalam situasi tersebut,aku tak tinggalkan ape2.no comment,no nothing.
bukan apa.dsbabkan nature aku yg harem x pndai jage hati org.ble buat something,disalah anngap.

"pais,u could always lie"

oh,yeah.haah.tipu je la that i care kan.words cant describe ur feelings.(tapi emoticon boleh = (=^w^=)/"))
right.just say something.
say that u care,i feel for u,get well soon et cetera2
sure,as long as they're happy.when ur dont even mean it.
done.ko akan fikir yg the problem's solved.seronok kan being unsincere?

but i didnt,i wont

i assure u bukan aku seorang je yg fikir camtu.
so does other bloggers.get the fact,they are troubled with that post.

tak,aku bukan nk kecam post2 sebegitu ke apa.blogging is a supportive medium for freedom of expression.
strictly speaking,exactly what im doing now.
cuma if ur in trouble,knapa tak luangkan masa dgn orang yg trdekat?tanye pndapat diorang,physical interaction weh.much more efficient.
u cant expect much from a post.
ur post wont help u.
you will have to help yourself


dan ada jgak yg fikir diorg nmpak hebat~blog post berayat2 sadis,they say hidup diorang teruk etc~
klau satu dua post boleh la lg diterima.ni dah smpai the whole blog suram je.maybe tu msg yg mereka cbe smpaikan.fikir visitors akn anggap diorang ni cam gloomy,emotional,melancholic but the fact =

just another attention-seeker 


people are gradually getting sick of it.

individual attack-another serious problem.blog yg ditulis khas ntuk menjatuhkan name seseorang.
biasenye tak la stated terang2
"aku benci seseorang,name die Ahmad,die bajet hensem,die ingat die pndai sgt.dpan org tnjuk baek"
tak
ironically,blog2 sebegini ditulis dgn ayat2 yang amat la mendalam.
maksud tersirat,kasi korek dalam dlu baru dpt.nk bce post ni kne perah otak sket.

"ko dah tolak aku jatuh basikal" - tikam dri blakang
contoh plg senang yg aku prnah jmpe.

klau x bagi perumpamaan pun,si penulis akan berfalsafah sket.so,baca,renungkan dan nilai diri sendiri.

siapa tau.mgkin ade org bwat post pasal kita.



aku tak nak ckp banyak la.kang org panggil aku hipokrit.
aku brcakap brdasarkan pengalaman yg x seberapa ni.siape la aku nk mnilai orang lain.
korang je yg layak nilai diri sndiri.
dan aku brcakap secara generally.tak targetted kpd sesiape dlm follower list aku.
follower aku 7 org ni baek2,bce la blog diorang ^_^

kpd bbrape org anonymous yg da siap bookmark blog aku yg ntah pape ni,trima kseh la sbab sokong aku smpai kat sini.x kisah la nk follow ke x.aku pn da bosan kot ngan wordpress.
takde lg despairing blog gitu.
dripd sakitkn hti org
baik aku dok wat post pasal henpon,pc,botol air & bapak aku.
next time aku rase nk wat post pasal kucing aku
^w^

chow,take care.

"tengok diri sendiri dulu,observe,jangan jatuh hukum"-bapak

i might be a lil late but id like to wish happy fathers day to all fathers out there esp mine

Kamis a/l K.Komoo
a dedicated worker,a good cook,a skilled handyman,a born athlete,
last but not least,


a great leader.


his younger appearance resembles Amitabh bachan,my mom loves Hindustani films so... yeah.
to me,he looks like Vladimir Makarov (go google it)...esp when he's in his uniform
epic.enuff said


most of my personalities trait resembles him too...
count 'skin colour' in


seorang bapak yg brsikap brsahaja...tak mudah menggelabah...tak suka rush...tenang...
prefer ble anak2 dia decide whats best for them.
straight forward,amat la susah nak marah...really.
diam & hnye cakap bila perlu.
wlaupun nmpak blur tp slalu bg nasihat yg brguna....
seorang yg amat random & slalu buat aku tergelak.
ske kucing....n believe me,kucing suke die....even kceng yg originally takut jmpe org...




he's an awesome father yang slalu carik alasan ntuk balik cepat ble ada hari terbuka
thats why aku tak prnah risau ble pergi hari terbuka dngan dia ;D




n he's that cool father who first introduced me to PC gaming,to where im sitting now.
who gave me inspiration through my upcoming road of life
through the hobbies & talent which im grateful to have now
i think because of him,i found the meaning of my life,helped myself stand up to my downfall
seeing life from the bright side instead
and finally owning a dream,ambition which i once had lost and will grasp.

aku bukan sombong

aku cuma taktau mcam mane

a holey tiring holiday post sepanjang 2 minggu cuti start da lpas seminggu

15/06/10

01;20AM

Hai

enjoying ur holiday?

hope so

aku?hell i am~

sejak masuk form 4,aku jarang dpt 'cuti' yg btul2 cuti,cuti

in my context,membebaskan diri dari antisocialisme,hikikomorisme,menghadap dpan pc 24/7,terperuk dalam dunia sndiri dan wat aktiviti2 yg sihat once in a while plus rehat yang overdose tp pada masa yg sama,income msuk poket dan eventually akan keluar smula.=definisi cuti bagiku.

so yeah,the 1st week was fun.

ada reunion,tons of events n venues,out all day long.good times

sunday,6th june

Gamehub at city square.woke my inner otaku self

since dkat JB jarang ada event camni 

(atas sebab sub-culture manga&anime yang masih x diterima n penganjur tkut smbutan x menggalakkan)

xnak lepaskan peluang

cool MC haha..

theres even cosplay comp,though the event is mainly about online games 

free game test~
my favourite part















took a 10 minute walk to Landmark IT mall....saje2
dah puas cuci mata,took a cab to Danga City Mall for the chocolate fair~
great?
boleh la....tp x seberapa.....agak menghampehkan
jadi kebanyakan masa aku habiskan dkt digITal valley~


wednesday,8th
jalan2 lagi~alone
kebosanan yg melampau di rumah
location...Landmark,cs n danga bay~


dont u love the feeling when ur listening to music while staring blankly at the sea?
somehow it puts my mind at ease,segala beban,masalah n kerungsingan cam dilepaskan bgitu sje~
shite i miss that feeling.will do that again this week.


Thursday 9th
reunion dkat rumah Pn Maimon,ex cikgu BM aq mse skolah rendah...
x semua dtg...tp at least dpt jgak jmpe kwn2 lame....
lbih2 lg mamat ni.havent met him fr more than 3 years

Afiq b. abd Salam (afiq salam feeqry)

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damn,maju gle die skang,,,,
seorang cartoonist yg da published da pn...famous daa
why afiq,whyy.....???!!!
kte start same2,,,,tp ko brjaye duluu,,,,sob


sbab aq malas,x brkeyakinan,wat keje smbil lewa dan tak bersungguh2
mmg x la...
:-/

anyway aq mmg respect die,,,
komik die mengubah persepsi aq trhadap industri komik tempatan
support la die ye,,,


back to the topic...
cam biasa....aq akan rase awkward dlm situasi camni....
so aq cme duduk dkat 1 sudut sambil melihat mereka2 yg rancak berbual~
the food was great~tapi well...niat mau makan lebih x kesampaian

credit to alep

it was rather a short reunion...disebabkn pn Maimon yg mau keluar tym tu..
nevertheless,there's always aftermeeting~


some of us decided to pay our old skool a lil visit~
so....ktorang prgi skolah lama trsebut...
SKTP

well...i lied if i said it didnt felt nostalgic at all...
the classrooms...surrounding...books...it feels like yesterday...
start lah brtukar citer2 lama~
shite,give me back that old,carefree life ~
zaman kegemilangan~adehh....

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oh...my fav part...curik masuk dlm dewan sekolah ;)
dengan shutter yg hampir nk trtutup...we crawled underneath it...
ala2 splinter cell gitu...
dah masuk dlm...ape lagi...kanak2 riang la umpamanya....
guru besar (yg,somehow tbe2 je ade) tengok jer dari luar~

oh kebengangan....
but it was fun~


dah puas wat kacau,,,,we went to cs,grab some drinks,strolling around and bid farewell~

Oh well~
thanks kepada siapa yg organise event nih~
klau x mmg x terjumpe la....





saturday,12th

Sutera Mall with family~

heck....it felt like i was in chinatown or something
i see chinese everywhere haha
but hey...mall's got quite some decent sceneries~

credit to my bro and his 2 megapixel cyber shot

open air ampitheatre....
kinda like being there....
it makes u wanna relax n just sit there listening to some natsume kiyoura's songs~








it was fun~





sunday 13th

Went to Danga city mall for this ...
learned quite a lot from it
though i dont have GarageBand software nor the MAC itself,
the talk's pretty much about the basic of creating music digitally
and the demos were great
hehe...got a T-shirt for answering an obvious question...
now i feel like getting back to FL Studio and make some music~
kalau la aku ade keyboard,,,,,,,,,
adehh




thats all for the time being...
enjoyed?
no?
nevermind,just wanna make these moments memorable....
enjoy the rest of your holiday :)

i should've gave up...senang.

3/6/2010
4.00PM


for the past few weeks ive been very busy with works...
currently working on designs for Dinamik 2010 covers...
well...at least aku nak tinggalkan sesuatu dkt sekolah ni....
tak nak la kwujudan aku dlupakan cmtu je,,,
mcm skolah2 lame dlu...
brbalik pd topik asal...
few weeks ago official fb page ntuk smk perling ade hantar message kat inbox aku...
open kpada smua pelajar smksp.
tnye if berminat nk masuk cover design contest...
aku yg tak mnyerlah dkt skolah ni pn ignore je la invitation tu...
walaupun ade pengalaman yg tak seberapa dlm digital graphic...
mcm aku ckp,aku x menyerlah kat skolah
kewujudan aku?snang dlupakan.
dlm kpala aku fikir brape ramai student smksp masuk...
memang sah aku takde chance menang...

tapi eventually i find myself doing the cover for fun...
dan post dkt fb ntuk dpt feedback,pandangan orang rmai...
ade la sedikit respon yg membantu...kritikan membina...
mmg aku nk ucap terima kasih bebanyak...

sejak dri tu aku cbe improve design...tnye pandangan cikgu...dptkan partner ntuk switch ideas..
rujuk2 cover majalah sekolah lain@yg lepas...
dan by partner,aku ade tukar2 resource dengan kwn2 yg ade pengalaman with PS..
project ni adalah joint venture brsama Amin K.

unfortunately..
idea takkan datang dkat aku unless aku bukak new canvas kat photoshop dan fill background dgan warna hitam...
senang ckap ia datang secara spontan,,,dan biasanya berasaskan warna gelap...
warna terang?aku?takkan menjadi.
semua design akan dinilai oleh pengetua...
satu lagi masalah,kne titikberatkan kemahuan die....
mungkin kita puas dengan hasil kerja kita,tapi ape kata 1000+ warga smksp yg lain?
maybe aku sukakan warna gelap.tapi ade kemungkinan majoriti suka warna terang.
Dinamik ni bukan untuk tatapan kita sorang je,keep that in mind

so bwat cover ni bkan sje maen taram je letak brush cam hape kejadah...
sekurang-kurangnya kne ade motif...
peraturan baru contest ni,setiap design kne letak keterangan.
bkannye masalah sgt...check keterangan rekaan cover yg lepas2
bnda yg tak brkaitan pn jadik la....
janji berteraskan nilai murni sudaa

after putting others thoughts into consideration... a few cover design was made...
mostly are revamped rejected products
confucius said : one man's garbage is another man's treasure

tapi...above all...aku perlu tulis yang design cover ni cumalah side project aku...
main project...agak lama tergendala...aku terfikir gak nak sambung ke tak,,,
memandangkan aku takda real-life experience dalam bidang tu...
i'll try my best

boleh pulak lambat2?bukan patut bulan 4 da kne hntar?
well...lets say yang aq ada connection dengan kwn2 dlm sidang redaksi,,,.
bantu mmbantu la...

my message to other designers,
take your chance.
dont keep the thought of "doing this halfheartedly,we're newbies,winning is impossible"and all those negative perception to yourselves.

you have something that i dont have:-creativity